Don't forget to kill Phillip.

never felt so alone.

I’ve felt lonely before. But never like this. like I have no one to call but i want to talk to someone. I have no one to be there for me when i was there for all these people. and here i am waiting for the returned favor and i get no replies. i find out how people who i could call have recently screwed me over thinking i wouldnt find out. Am i not allowed to get upset when you do something to me but you can get upset with me when whatever i did isnt nearly as bad. I need a real friend, but I’ve come to realize those arent real.

long disappointing day. 

gonna go to sleep dreaming of what its like to be happy.